Nothing guaranteed

My beloved, 

it's so much time 

since you've gone,
My heart is like a stone, 

I feel pain in every bone,
Your love was my milestone,
But you destroyed 

the walls of the house of love.

I try to keep you in my soul
But sometimes 

I feel lost in a dark hole,
Too often I had disillusions,
Your absence creates 

many confussions.

I try to find you 

in every smile 
of inocent child,
Your beautiful eyes 

were my paradise,
Your love was my base, 
my power,
My sun shower, 
my ivory tower.

I dream of your lips, 

two sweet candies,
Two red tasty 

strawberries,
Now I eat green apples 

and cranberries,
Your love is like 

a heavy disease,
Still I cannot 

release the butterflies
From the cages of the love,
I will not erase 
from my mind
Not even 
the saddest memories.

I remember 

of our beautiful romance,
I feel that it still 
exist a chance
For us to be together,
I've promised 

I will love you forever.

I started 
to count the hours,
Hundreds days, 

endless weeks 
and months,
I cannot speak, 

I cannot find 
anymore words,
All that I know 

is that I love you.
Time spended 
without you 

is a nightmare,
I've searched you 

everywhere, my pair,
I need you so much,

you're my air!

I miss of our sunny days
When we were 

happy and free,
Just you and me,
With the love by our side
Going to the parade.
We were two flames of fire,
Two hearts united 

by a powerful desire,
Two souls tied

 by strong feelings wires.

Today, I feel 

like a small particle
Wandering 

through Universe,
Without you, 

my life has no sense,
I'm not obsessed, 

I just wanna confess,
Your love is all I need,
But when it comes to you,
Is not nothing 

never guaranteed.

My heart will bleed 

as before,
But I will love you 

more everyday,
Maybe someday 

you’ll say that you’re sorry
or just one simple 

Hello, I don’t know...
Until then, the cold wind 

will blow in me,
I’ll be a troubled sea 

without any ship or sailor,
I’ll be a letter 

without stamp,
You, my beloved,  

you'll remain a champ!

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From The Volume -The colors of love