Two opposite poles / by Crisastemis

Two opposite poles

I look into your eyes,
Are not anymore like stars,
Old memories take me far,
I see an estuary full of tears
And a river full of fears.

I look in the mirror of your soul,
Is nothing there, just an empty hole,
I feel so small, 
I'm like a yellow ball,
You can play with me, 
You can throw me
Into a sea... anyway, the love
Will keep me on surface,
'Cause in my heart, 
You're on the first place.

I'm not afraid of anything,
I had you once, mean everything,
But I'm not so happy, not even free,
Your love is all that I need,
You know my heart 
is sometimes greed.

I'm not scared 
by loneliness anymore,
I'm like an open door, you can enter,
You can bring me flowers as before.
If you're alone, is not my fault,
Long ago, I asked you not to go.

Today I read your letters, 
row by row,
The wind blows harder 
than yesterday,
You're in my brain, 
I feel you under my skin,
In our story, you're still my king, 
I'm your queen.

I really love you, 
Because of you
My heart is often 
green or blue,
What can I win 
if I will hate you?
I'm like a screw, 
I need screw nut, 
But what I got? 
Just silence, indifference,
No any word from you.

I find it funny now, 
Sometimes I was too crazy,
I thought you would never cheat me,
Now we're face to face, 
but like two strangers,
Not even a kiss, no any embrace.

In your right hand, 
I see the same old suitcase,
It seems that you relive 
 older moments,
My love, you must recognize,
It's very hard to float 
through other time and space.

Since you left me, 
My world collapsed,
My soul was crushed, 
I'm full of wounds,
But I'm on my feet, my heart beat
Only for your love.
Often I look above
And I thank God
 for gave me your love
Even if was for short time.

I know God loves me so much,
He touch my heart 
With His Holy light,
Is my commander of my flight,
God gave me angel wings,
He protect me of bad things.

What can I say more?
Your love is my anchor,
So I'll remain your shore,
You can back to me,
Every time you want to see
The shining sun over the sea.

You are my prefered book, my love,
I've read you page after page,
I'm captured, I'm still in your cage,
But I like to stay in the backstage.

You'll be always 
My hero from the best movie,
No matter, drama or comedy,
I'll be your shadow also your light,
Every day, every night.

You'll have me for all life
Because the sharp knife of your love
Still is in my heart and my soul,
You'll remain my only love,
Even if we are as two opposite poles.

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From the Volume - The colors of love