So poor!

I know you've suffered out of love,
Your soul was often hurt,
Now you're like a deserted shore,
Even your birds 
they stopped from flight,
You don't have sand castles anymore.

But I loved you, I'm sure,
Since you left, I'm so sad,
I feel so insecure!
Only your love could raise me
From earth to heaven,
Only next to you I can feel free.

But you don't care of me, 
you're like a tree
Without branches, without leaves,
Your words are frozen on your lips,
You have dozens 
of secrets and regrets,
Too many confused feelings
Are in my heart because of you,
However, I'm sure, I can't forget you!

You were a hero 
in my wonderful romance
With pink birds and white butterflies,
My mornings were serene,
My nights were full of brights stars
Just because you were 
the love of my life.

One day you'll realise,
Between us, was nothing by chance,
I've changed your life decor,
You were my open door
Toward happiness, to a future secure,
You were the best, my winner.

Without you, my sky 
it's no longer blue,
I have a pile of ballast in my heart,
Tears like a creek covers my soul,
I feel like I fell into a dark hole,
Into abyss, because of your miss.

Why you're not here with me,
Why now it not boil anymore
The blood in your body
When you think about me?
Why so many controversies?
Why so many memories
Were removed from your mind?

Why you're cold as ice,
You think that love is a sacrifice?
I don't use the self defence,
I can't love someone else.
My heart don't want another story,
You're all I ever wanted,
I don't wanna pain in granted.

I need you more and more,
Without you, I'm so poor!
Your love was my coat,
My food, my water, my orchard
with charmed fruits.
You gave me so many gifts,
Much happiness, joy, peace,
But only your love can be my release.


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From the volume - Endless Love / 2016